I am shades of color and of diff hues
Appreciated by many but loved by few
My honey bee comes and admires me too
Oh! His buzz is filled with love so true


His beautiful eyes when admire me
Cast a wondrous spell and I feel so glee
When I flutter with all the joy I've found
He dances away merrily to a tune of his own

What is my life if not for you my bee
I shimmer and shine bright for you to see
The sun casts his fury on me everyday
And the winds blow hard but I’ve to stay

With the hope that you’d make me yours soon
The love filled in my heart always croons
What makes us so different and yet so same
Is the beauty that we spread and the love that we share

Today I wait again but I see you nowhere
The sun looks fierce and the wind’s unfair
I want you to shade me and I want to rest
I wait with baited breath for our magnificent tryst

I sobbed and was withering with a hope forlorn
Stayed a li’ll longer for a glimpse to be shown
My heart was bleeding, all the hopes were gone
But I heard the same buzz when I fell down

My love, you were there all the while with me
Crying out loud and daring the winds to cease
Now we lie here together when we breathe our last
In death we are one never to be apart


I waited in vain for you to come and confess
How I missed the love all mine and so never less
Its late but I realize I was yours and you were mine
The day we saw each other, It was born....
...Selfless and beautiful - Our love divine!

That's me 4 u!

I was wondering while helplessly and blankly staring at the screen waiting to break the writer’s block. Ended up writing a weird poem!! That showcased how psyched out I was. Then I visited Spaceman’s blog wondering how he manages to put down something almost everyday!
I was scrolling down admiring the mammoth list of comments and I spotted that – I was tagged!!! 25 random things about myself! How is that possible? Actually why not! Random is what it is – my whole being!

1. I am on the heavier side but I DO NOT eat much!

2. I love roaming around no matter how tired I am. I can go shopping for anyone and everyone.

3. I love collecting stuff. So, I’ve a stamp collection, coin collection, stone collection and cards collection. Have this big box at home filled with cards. I love looking at them time and again.
I have a thing for old photographs as well. I can re-visit my old albums over and over again until you put them out of my sight in some dark dungeon.

4. I think i am jinxed as I end up taking all the wrong decisions at all the wrong times.

5. I’ve got a parrot and a Pomeranian at home. I just LOVE animals.

6. I am allergic to high heels no matter how much I fancy them. I usually fall when I am walking and feel completely safe when I am running. :D
Had this great fall at the first day of my college in front of the parking lot with a considerable number of guys standing there.

7. I’ve n number of embarrassing moments on which I can laugh for the rest of my life. One of my favorites is when I fell down in a mushy, stinky gutter in front of my training batch.
To add to it, it all happened when I was displaying my heroics in jumping over the gutter in a total gynasticky style.

8. I simply absolutely love dancing. I’ve taken Bharatnatyam classes – a classical dance form for 10 years. But I never restricted myself to classical dancing much to the embarrassment of my well wishers. I told you I am on the heavier side. :P

9. I write these weird poems (which hardly rhyme) and articles which makes no sense what so ever to anybody including me.

10. I am a cry baby. I just wait for something to happen nor nothing at all to happen and my eyes start swelling up with all the water in my body and my nose goes red and I cry to my heart’s content.

11. You can spot me in a blushed or flushed state quite a lot of times as it is an effortless task for anybody. My cheeks go pink and then red depending on the intensity of leg pulling, compliment or sheer amusement.

12. I laugh incessantly at times. If I get a trigger then there is no stopping. It is most of the times accompanied by tears. They call it the genuine laughter. The smiling part is funny as well with 2 bugs bunny teeth on display. :D

13. I am very bad in keeping touch. I can see a lot of heads nodding in agreement. Aha aha..

14. You can see me in the organizing committee of almost all the events regardless of whether I am of any use or not.

15. I suffer from “Instant Disclosure of Self Syndrome” – err that is revealing myself to anybody who greets me with a smile. Smile is magical I tell you. they cast a spell on me. Sachi muchi. :P

16. You can catch me caught up in a debate with myself. Now, that my friend you’ll understand by the flummoxed look on my face. The same old frown and well no I do not believe in loud thinking.

17. I philosophize a lot but only with a select few people. They just are too sweet and undoubtedly patient to listen to my weirdest philosophies.

18. My younger brother has all the rights and all the power to drive me bonkers by any and all of his acts. We fight like crazy and we end up being together. Thanks to our tack team against Pa Ma. I shower my precious gems of wisdom on him time and again and the poor chap quietly accepts it all.

19. I want to be a ???? that’s the biggest dilemma of my life. I am waiting for the calling. Just wondering how long this wait is gonna be.

20. I was on a high with just half a glass of wine. My friends laugh when I say “I got sloshed on my birthday” :P

21. Though I am a person who loves talking and being with people, I enjoy my times alone more than anything.

21. I’ve got quite a few ways to deal with my blues. Sketching is one of them. The second one is clearing up my cupboard and gradually I end up tiding up the whole house to the relief or pain of my roomies. ;)

22. I just enjoy experimenting with my looks and my clothes. So it won’t be a surprise when I say I have had a lot of bad dress days.

23. I love speed and so I love riding bikes which are speedier than my Spirit (Bajaj Spirit). :P

24. Mean diplomatic people put me off and I really don’t understand why one should even deal with such people.

25. To end with how can I miss saying I LOVE my JOB with all puns intended!!! LOL.:D:D:D


Thanks Spaceman Spiff... This turned out to be the best thing to do when I was complaining of no work. ;):D

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Bade dino se kuch likha nahi
Funny ya emotional kuch soojha nahi
Phir socha itna sochke kab kuch kiya
Likh diya soche bina man me jo aa gaya

Phir palat ke betuke shabd dhoonde
Rhyme kar jaaye aise kuch words dhoondhe
Sense bhi hona chahiye ya nahi
But..Aaj tak kabhi kiya hai kuch sensible ya sahi

Yuhi soch me phir phirki maari
Kisi aur ki phirki se nazare churai
Aankhein mili dil na mil jaye
Do pal me paraya koi apna na ho jaye

Naina milenge phir baatein bhi hogi
Thandi aahe bhare mulaakaate bhi hogi
Har baat uski dil chune lage tadpaane lage
Isshare saare dil phir pehchaanane lage

Mummy se milao daddy se milao
Khandan ko chhod kabhi hume bhi dekh lo
Shopping me diwala nikla hai yaaro
Use chahiye bas Gucci, puchi and PRADO

Pyaar ke raag pakda dil hua bepeer
Uske pyaar me bhaiya hum ho gaye fakeer
Jakda hai humko are kaisi ye zanjeer
Dil roye haaye usko diya cheer cheer

Emotional melodrama se reality me jaate hai
Blogging ke is bhoot ko hum aaj agnipath chalvaate hai
Dil ki bhadaas nikalne ka ek acha option paaya hai
Shayar, kavi ya lekhak is out ab blogger hum kehlaate hai
Ab blogger hum kehlaate hai !!

My Messmate

Why fear thee, brother death
That sharest, breath by breath,
This brimming life of mine?
Each draught that I resign
Into the chalice flows.
Comrades of old are we;
All that the present knows,
Is but a shade of me;
My Self to thee only
and the past is known.

By John Banister Tabb

!!! Merry Christmas !!!

Its Christmas season and no I don’t feel that when I look around. Instead all I can see is long sad faces, some worried about their future security, some worried about the present that is arranging money for the booze!!
Come on now. After all the association of partying and the Youngistan is not a wishy washy affair to say the least!
Jobs are being sacked, people are coming back from the not so festive Amerika, people are working like donkeys to save the jobless job at hand.
Amidst all this I’ve my own set of chaos. Badly bruised room mates, lost my cell phone, no salary for a whole month and this happens to be my favourite month.
Well… Christmas season and also the joy that remains next day as well. ;)

So I was talking about the “electrifying festive aura” I see around that leaves me paralyzed with excitement!
Today is one of those days for me when I sit brooding over all the worst things in my life. It’s like jumping in a puddle of dirty water and continuously wailing and scolding people for spilling mud on you. I am sure most normal, average Joe Bloggs type character will agree with what I say.
10 things you do when you are in a bad mood:
1. You think you are the filthiest, stupidest, dumbest, idiots, the most useless thing to have ever trotted the face of earth.
2. You start blaming yourself for everything and anything that went wrong.
3. If you see somebody talking and God forbid they shoot a glance at you. “Look even they think I am stupid”!!
4. You avoid all good things. Say music and even if you somehow get yourself to listen to a song, it turns out to be even more depressing.
5. You stop talking to everyone and show like they are the ones not talking because refer point 1.
6. You are at your sarcastic best with a person who s trying to console you.
7. You feel you are a waste and don’t have a purpose in your life.
8. All of a sudden you get this urge to stare into oblivion and cry. Cry your heart out.
9. The only place you want to visit is probably the loo (for gals :D)
10. Oh God!!!! WHY ME?????

Now 10 things you are not supposed to do :
All of the above!!!!

I see some heads swinging with disgust, some in agreement and some in disappointment!!
Ah…well. I told you, it’s one of those days for me!

Then I look at the bookmark I’ve on my monitor:

When I need a word of comfort, He is there!
When I struggle neath a burden, He is there!
When the blue skies turn to grey,
And i cannot find my way
At the closing of the day, He is there!
When I cannot face tomorrow, He is there!
When my life is filled with sorrow, He is there!
When I dread the coming dawn,
And it seems I can't go on,
When my hope is almost gone, HE is there!!




Yes this is true, He has been there all the time and loves me even more when I run to him with a paining heart and teary eyes.
Our bond strengthens with every passing day and I love him for I’ve found the Bestest friend in Him.

Thank you my Savior for guiding me and for being my refuge.

Love,
Your Child